hey its an replly...yes i love my frnd a lot...i love him frm the bottom of ma heart..but he is the one hurting lthhroughout my lyf...he keep s troubling me wid all those not so aprriciable manner...we had a sexual lyf together many yrs back n till now m unable to answer myself 4 those things i did..i hv taken it as love[i knw its not],it aint going off also ..he has completely fugotten me...thts wat i hate bout him..he wants me n him to be frnds just frnds ntn else...at the same tym he is going arnd wid ma best frnd

in short i love him..but want him to die , so tht he always be remembered by me n only ... 

Hi!  Thank you so much for your comment.  No, I'm not Catholic but I started going to the Catholic church a while back.  I have always been curious about the religion and have always felt drawn to it for some reason.  I used to pray to Mary just a little bit and then I stopped for a long time.  I guess I lost what little faith I had.  But that song you posted brought me back, thank you for posting it.  I actually remember reading your entry "How's your faith these days"...it caught my eye.  Your aunt seems really great!  Sometimes it's the littlest of things to wake us up huh?  And you're very right about the whole church thing, you don't need it to talk to God!  Anyway, thank you again!

Much love--Mary

That's a wonderful poem.  Are you Catholic??  I started going to the Catholic church awhile ago, I've been thinking about going back.  That's something I've always wondered about...a relationship with Mary?!  Can you explain it to me?  Do you have the same kind of relationship with her as you do with Jesus?  Can you talk to her and she hears you??  Sorry so many questions!  If you could help answer them it'd be so awesome but if not that's ok :]

Much love--Mary

The best way to handle rumors is to let them die their own death. The more you worry & talk to people about it the more these things are spoken about. Or maybe if you really want you can try talking to Dominic and clarify things for him a bit.

I hope this gets over soon.

well obviously these girls are  A)bitches

and B)jealous of you. It was always thoguht that when girls spread rumors about another girl they were juss jealous. Talk to dominic and tell him everything is false. For the girls, dont retaliate. It will then become a neverending strike against eac other. I would just ignore them. SOoner or later they will get bored and go away

lana

hey,

I have been in the exzact situation you are in now. every time my friends would cry i would always give them a big hug an rock them and give them a big long lecture about how its "ok" and the other day i cried for the first time in a long time and my friend just said "whats wrong with you" and she said "do you wanna talk about it because im not going to beg you" and she just continued to clean her room. my advice to you is to find new friends. people like you and me, were rare to find. every one wants and even needs people like us. i know it will be hard because they were your friends but some times in life you have to take risks to make your self happy. my advice to you is to shead them. if you are u happy shead them....they will realize what they lost in the end. but you, you will realize what you have found and gained from everything. just keep your head up.

I know what you mean.  For the past few years, I've always listened to others' problems and was expected to help them; I did.  When ever I ask for advice or need help, they never do.  I say you did the right thing to leave them.  Those aren't  your friends.  You need friends who will put you before them.

Stay strong!

P.S.  Thanks for the comment on my poem 'Don't' ^_^

Thank you for the advice it really helps letting it out!

Good luck with finding an apartment things are really expensive these days!!

Personally I think it would be better to buy an apartment outside the city except if its like NYC cause then everything is with in walking distance and there are taxi's and you wont need a car! But if life is less stressfull and less poluted outside the city rather look there it is cheaper and try and beat the traffic.

hey thans for ur comment im scared to say anything to my fella i have told him over and over again wat i want and still doesnt take any notice we havent had sex for 2 weeks now he just not interested and i get upset about it and he tells me not to b stupid that he loves me but he doesnt even tell me he loves i cant remember the last time he told me and im falling out of love with him now its getting me really down and then that causes more arguments with him cause i hate him y cant he b like most guys.

tasha x

hi sorry im new to this and dont how to send a request to b one of ur friends if u could do it tat will b brill i havent got a clue wat im doing at the mo some help would b cool.

thanx tasha x

Well I know how your feeling right now but I just dont think you should give up on yourself right now especially when theres a bright future ahead of you . I think everyone always needs some kind of support no matter what it is in life to be happy . If you give up now you just have 0% of finding out what u would be like if you succeeded . Everyone has the right to be successful no matter what and I think you should never be that person to let yourself down . There are many chances for you to be happy but you just havent found it which it may take some patiences and encouragement no matter what . A person can always be happy if they let themselve be because only you can overcome it all . Never ever give up on yourself because u have so much things to live for and to be loved by . Everything sounds so easy by what I saying to you but you just need a little support and encouragement and I hope I can help .

~ Everytime you hurt yourself someone will feel the pain with you ~

~ You will succeed no matter how hard life is ~

Email : anchor614@hotmail.com / msn / anchor614 - aim

Feel free to email or msg me msn/aim and I hope I can be someone to talk to .

Ps : We are not perfect but we definetly are not failures in life . You have my support .

Raymond

[Anchor614]

Perhaps an argument is created to create conversation.

Perhaps arguing about something is the only thing they can think to do.

Point being: I agree about going out and everyone talking about the same old stuff all the time; it’s lame, boring, and for the low minded. Sometimes life is so dull for people that they don’t know what else to do with themselves; therefore, I feel it is our job as the “observers” to direct the conversation to a more positive subject. From experience, if these people truly believe in hanging out, not hanging out to argue and create drama, they will listen to you and respect it. (Be the leader) Go out to gain something for yourself, not to stress yourself out.

-Eternal Revolution

Hi,

Well, the whole thing seems very confusing. It is your family matter but If i were in your place I would rather stay away from this family.

lol..i know wat u mean.my sis and her company always wana stay up cause of that.and ugh my lil brother lol..

~*AsH*~

its never too late to confess your sins, no matter how much youve done. thats the beauty of it, if you work hard enough you can be forgiven. i dont know. i think it depends on if you want your faith to grow. if you do, then you gotta do something about it. if you dont, then stay as you are. again, dont know...

: )

You are very right, you don't need a church to confess to God!  I always say that it's not about religion it's about relationship [:

Much love--Mary

Things will get better just hold on.

Good Luck:}

Thialy.

J/W

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Thank you for the diary comment. Im glad you agree with me, I think if more people understood what Scientology was really all about there would be less people willing to sign their assets over to the cult and give up their families. Its sad, but so many people are so naive and dont even bother doing the research to see the other side, which is just plain scary.

Thanks again!

 Sometimes things we dont even know are bothering us in our subconcious, so we cannot sleep. Think about things that could possibly be bothering you and try to piece it back.
Hope you find sleep soon!

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